Lead & Love with Power and Grace
Awakening Collective
Awakening Collective is a 12-week group coaching experience for curious, heart-driven women ready to break free from self-doubt, overwhelm, and uncertainty. This journey is about stepping into radical self-love, defining your desires with clarity, and beginning to live consciously and powerfully—right here, right NOW.
Join us now—your transformation awaits.
100% of past participants said: "It was worth the investment!"
100% of past participants said: "It was worth the investment!"
Awakening is the most powerful initiation to become the most liberated, empowered version of yourself.
“This has changed my life!”
— Ashley Kolt
Awakening Collective is NOT about learning more; it’s about experiencing transformation at the deepest level.
This journey invites you to step out of the endless cycle of seeking information and into a place of embodiment and being.
Together, we’ll explore what it means to fully embrace your authentic self, shedding limiting beliefs and patterns to reconnect with your body, your power, and your freedom.
Right now, this is you:
You’re successful.
You're a go-getter and ambitious.
You’ve checked off all the boxes, done all the right things.
You’ve built a life that many only dream of—leading, achieving, and excelling in ways that make you the epitome of success.
Yet, you often feel like you are not reaching the level of authenticity, connection, and depth you desire within yourself and others.
Does any of this resonate?
You long for a love that fills you up from within, but instead, you're stuck in a cycle of seeking validation in all the wrong places.
You envision a life where your erotic energy flows freely, but fear keeps keeps you playing small, leaving you disconnected.
You crave the liberation to be your authentic self, but you’re not sure if you will be loved and accepted for who you are.
You're yearning for a change, a way to break free from the constraints that have kept you disconnected from your desires for far too long.
Your relationships lack depth and authenticity, leaving you feeling insecure and unfulfilled.
You've repressed your desires and sealed them away, feeling numb and unsafe around your own body and pleasure.
You’re burned out from years of conforming to societal expectations, fearing that embracing your true self would make you weak or unacceptable.
Shame and guilt have been ingrained in you since childhood, making it difficult to fully embrace your unique expression.
You’ve read all the books, listened to the all the podcasts, tried all the Tik Tok practices you’ve seen but you still feel unsure how to connect to your authentic sexuality.
You numb yourself with late night Amazon shopping because you’re lost and disconnected from your own desires and pleasure.
There are moments throughout the week you find yourself in deep thought with a knowing that something needs to awaken within you.
AND RIGHT NOW YOU ARE READY TO…
Fully claim your desires with confidence and power
but confusion and doubt get in the way
Cultivate deeper, more authentic relationships
but lack a healthy and loving one with yourself
Feel confident and embodied in your sensuality
but your mind is cluttered with anxious thoughts
Surrender to the full experience of your pleasure
but don’t feel safe in your body to even explore it
Lead conversations with vulnerability and truth
but past experiences keep you frozen in fear
Create a life filled with abundance, freedom, and joy
but overwhelmed by the scale of the journey
Feel more confident in your leadership
but don’t know where to start
I got you!
THIS PROGRAM TAKES THESE BLOCKS AND TURNS THEM INTO TRANSFORMATIONAL MOMENTS, EMPOWERING YOU TO TAKE ACTION WITH CLARITY AND EMBODIED CONFIDENCE.
About the experience
Awakening Collective is an intimate group coaching experience meticulously curated for women ready to embody their sensual power.
Over the next 12 weeks, you’ll explore ancient wisdom, modern neuroscience, and somatic practices that awaken your deepest desires.
You’ll break free from societal conditioning, build deeper intimacy, and step into your full power.
The heart of this journey lies in your profound desire to forge deeper emotional connections, both with yourself and loved ones.
Investment: $4000
Early Bird Rate: $3500
*payment plans available
Awakening Collective is a transformative journey that guides you to reconnect with the innate wisdom of your body and soul.
This experience awakens your sensual intelligence, allowing you to step fully into your erotic essence and authentic power.
Through this program, you’ll learn to embody radical self-love and embrace the depth of your own strength, aligning your life with intention, presence, and profound self-trust.
“This experience will will turn you from your worst enemy to your own best lover/friend/advocate and teacher.”
— Katrina V.
WHAT TO EXPECT
Less information. More Transformation
This an interactive group experience that requires you to step out of your comfort zone— because you can't learn to dance unless you hit the dance floor.
WHAT’S INCLUDED
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Weekly 90-min Live Sessions Together
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Weekly Supportive Content
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Two 60-min 1:1 Coaching Conversations
Private Community Platform
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This experience is about YOU!
THE CURRICULUM
Awakening Collective is designed to guide you through a powerful transformation, reconnecting you with your deepest desires and potential.
Healing your heart
Release past wounds and cultivate emotional freedom
Transforming your thoughts
Shift limiting beliefs and step into empowerment
Creating your future from your future
Design your life with purpose and clarity
Practicing Sacred Sensuality
Awaken your sensual power as fuel, medicine, and nourishment for your life
THE RESULT
You designing your life from a system of love.
"You have the power to create a life you love, so don’t settle for less."
During 12 weeks within Awakening Collective you will:
Reconnect with your body and awaken your sensual intelligence.
Break through limiting beliefs and patterns that keep you stuck.
Cultivate emotional freedom, vulnerability, and deeper relationships.
Step fully into your role as a author of your life, guided by the Bougie Bruja within you.
You will move from
Feeling Detached → Fully Embodied
Body Shame → Body celebration
Powerlessness → Empowerment
Emotional Repression → Emotional freedom
Self-Neglecting → Self-Honoring
Fear → Ease
Isolated → Deep Connection
Survival Mode → Thriving in Life
“You are not going to regret it, you will leave this container feeling more alive than ever before”
— Gaby V, Transformation Coach
This is your invitation to awaken your inner Bougie Bruja—to lead your life with bold authenticity, embrace pleasure as your power, and step fully into the truth of who you are.
Let this journey be a celebration of your freedom, strength, and sensuality.
Don’t wait—apply now to secure your place in Awakening Collective and start your journey toward radical self-love and unwavering power.
Loving words from past participants
I feel more confident, free from pain, healing deep wounds has given me a newfound perspective of myself and my loved ones.
Life feels like a breath of fresh air. I'm so joyful and happy with the changes I've made through the program. I feel more confident, free from pain, healing deep wounds has given me a newfound perspective of myself and my loved ones. I feel motivated to be the magic I want to be in this world. I feel a deeper love and appreciation for myself. I feel sexy and alive.
— Ash K.
This experience is a beautiful reminder of what makes life worth living.
Just do it—you won’t regret it. The sisterhood, reclaiming your power, and owning your desires are what create a truly juicy life.
— Kelly K.
I have access to a higher frequency of living, that everything feels new.
I feel so in sync and connected with my true essence these days. I have access to a higher frequency of living, that everything feels new. My relationships are stronger, I socialize with ease on a regular, I know how to identify my behaviors that dictate that I'm not feeling safe, and know how to create that for myself. I've established the morning routine that I've dreamt of for so long, and its been easy to stick to. I play much more, I've started to create more art and dance more. I've also become super in aware of where and with who I invest my energy. I think of and care my future self and nurture and love myself with so much grace. I'm redefining what wellness and health means, and today, I'm thankful to feel like a healthy individual. I feel emotionally sober and stable, and much more willing to allow myself feel the unstable and the pain. I allow it all to guide me. Work is thriving, my sexuality and sensuality has reached new levels of heat, and I've never been more in love with my partner, my home, my life, and with myself.
— Ana R.
I’m the boardroom and bedroom’s best kept secret.
MEET YOUR GUIDE
Hello, my name is Jo Portia Mayari, an Erotic Intimacy & Leadership Coach, a devoted mother to two incredible non-binary teenagers, and a woman deeply in love with life. My children are my greatest teachers, constantly expanding my heart and inspiring my work. I've walked the path of masculine-driven success, only to discover the transformative power of softening, listening to my body, and reclaiming my erotic essence.
As a sexual trauma survivor who spent years at war with her body and mind, I know firsthand the profound healing that radical self-love, sacred sexuality, and self-pleasure can bring. My journey from feeling broken, disconnected, and disempowered to embodying love, power, and raw authenticity has been soul-shaking and awakening. Healing my relationship with my sexuality has rippled through every area of my life—from motherhood to entrepreneurship.
I believe that leadership isn’t just about what you do, but who you become when you embrace your erotic power and allow it to infuse every part of your life.
I’m here to empower high-achieving women like you to break free from societal conditioning, reclaim your sensuality, and lead from your deepest, most authentic self.
I provide a safe, brave space where you can explore the fullness of who you are, beyond the roles and expectations you've been assigned.
Together, we’ll transform the way you experience your body and connect with your life force energy, helping you build the life you truly desire.
If you made it this far
Then clearly something has spoken to you.
I would like to invite you to ask yourself these powerful questions.
If you have a strong pull to be in a conversation, I encourage you to book a call with me.
I’d love to be in conversation to see if this investment is right for you. I look forward to supporting you in making a decision on your next best steps.
Or contact me below
Frequently Asked Questions
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Everything is online in my Zoom Room and you’ll be in the privacy of your own home to touch yourself, be with yourself, and all that deliciousness.
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It will be different for every cohort. The current cohort’s calls are on Sundays at 9AM PT
Next Cohort will be open on January 2025.
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Each week we’ll get comfy and cozy for a 90 minute video session through Zoom, where I will start off with talk and theory.
The first half of each session will be be open, raw, unfiltered interaction about the topics introduced along with whatever comes bursting up for you.
The second half we drop out of our minds and into our bodies with a sensual embodiment or self-pleasure practice.
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No more than 24 intentionally curated group of heart-led women.
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I recommend putting aside 4 hours every week to get the most out of this experience. Like anything else, the more you put into the experience, the more you will get out of it.
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This experience is open to women and femmes who have pussies & want to expand their pleasure.
You are more than welcome to join if you are okay with me being an active learner who is very open to feedback.
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Yes! My kids are queer. I myself identify as a queer bisexual woman and welcome all sexual orientations to be part of the mischief.
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Jo is dedicated to delivering impactful support, and personalized laser sessions (15-20 minute coaching calls) are accessible as needed throughout the entire experience.
Additionally, each participant will receive two 60-minute individual coaching sessions me.
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Commitment is the backbone and driving force of achievement.
If I told you you would get $100K for participating all the live sessions what question would you be asking me right now?
Notice that.
Would you still ask the same question? or simply commit to making it happen?
This is your life. It’s worth more than $100K.
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Skin friendly oil (jojoba, almond, coconut)
A glass or crystal dildo or any sex toys you want to use (optional) I prefer Chakrubs and you can use BOUGIE10 to get 10% off your order
Your messy, curious, and beautiful self.
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The committed participants have come up with all kinds of creative ways to pay for their experience. They take massive action—and it’s so worth figuring out.
The personal transformation you'll experience in this program will be so profound you would pay 3 times the investment!
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Come to my Awaken Your Erotic Power Workshop! It will give you a taste of what you’ll experience in Awakening.
This workshop will be held on May 8, 2024, at 3 PM PT, and it is FREE. Register here. -
Absolutely. Something magical happens when you allow yourself to be open and vulnerable with other people—especially ones who are on the same journey as you.
This will be a safe and loving playground for you to step into your power and play—and you will make extraordinary connections that nourish your heart, body, and soul.